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Glamour Shots by Deb

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Haidan Hammond This EP broke my legs Favorite track: Foxglove.
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1.
I feel insufferable Stoic and monotonous A fleshy lepidoptera with stunted metamorphosis Lulled to be invulnerable The comfort of the argonauts Prick my palm on aloe vera Over time the blood will clot Hemorrhaging while I paint on a smile Men do not cry, they discharge bile Pollinating salts to preserve weltanschauung If ever in danger, rely on your guile Never admit when you act in the wrong Bugs are a scourge and shall never belong When did I grow so detached? Jaded and cynical before I could drink Proximal love taken for granted Sheltered and privileged with nothing to prove When will I ever sprout wings? I've got all six legs with citygaze for days but nowhere to go I want something to lose Perhaps it is I that's in need of a soul search Visions of Wicca sashay where I tread I gleefully digest all the ergot I baked in the bread The bread! (x3) A fungus will soon make its way through my head Frankly, I'm nervous that I may be losing my empathy for people outside of my niche I treat my community as if I'm a lich Sometimes it feels like my humanity is diffusing when I get hung up on why I exist rather than buck the heck up and persist in caring for people that love me
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Your telescope is pointed at pinecones No one wanted haunted forests I think you thought improvement would follow quantum decoherence No fight, no flight, all freeze You'll miss the forest for the trees The entire world spins in the breeze The harm you caused develops in degrees Perpetual, solitary Continual, arbitrary Ignorance, rosemary Indifference, unnecessary Address the root of who you have become You cannot thrive unless you overcome Misogynist, desperate, entitled, glum Life can flourish within pond scum unless the sun never reaches the chloroplast Your violence had an impact Synthesize amends that last Every day you get to make a choice This doesn't have to be how you're defined Affirmations of a gentler voice Grant yourself the chance to be refined Do better, be better
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"Just imagine you're weightless... you're in the middle of the ocean... you're surrounded by tiny little seahorses." - Deb, Napoleon Dynamite Focus on the ficus Contort your body for the eyeless I see you celebrate your canvas Sculpt it into something beautiful and priceless What do you see in the blank space? What calls to you in the void?
4.
Foxglove 06:47
Jets of rich ink erupt out of every pore Geysers of dye weave raw folklore Practiced hands arrange every spore to evangelize the myth of the manticore Exhale it all out Write every thought down Work out your own sound Trust the might in your shout The sweat from your brow belongs to someone else now Disregard your doubt Foxglove is poison, energy, and pride It's the spark in your soul that ignites self-control Integrate the fragment back into the whole Foxglove is medicine, creativity, and ambition Recalibrate your thoughts at molecular scale Imagine what you can learn when you fail Put yourself out there and fail Let it all go Let it all out of your hands Foxglove may inspire self-care

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thank you Fern V, Sierra H, Scott H, Michelle H, Kim V, Mino V, Ansen N, Morgan T, Scott W, Sam W, Max C, Tommy W, Clay MF, & Lindsay Ellis

recorded at Gull House on unceded Ts’msyen territory.

saturated screenshot was used without permission (oops) from the movie Napoleon Dynamite. it's great, go watch it.

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released April 19, 2022

mixed and mastered by Clay Marshall Francis
most of this was written, composed, programmed and performed by cnidaria rex

"Navelgazing" was also composed by Morgan Turnbull
"Glamour Shots by Deb" has some lyrics written by Jared & Jerusha Hess b/c they wrote Napoleon Dynamite

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